i have a dream..

sejak kecil lg, aku mmg dh ade cita2..sume org ade cita2.. cume bile semakin dewase, cita2 tu berubah mengikut arus peredaran zaman.. sape sangke mase aku skolah rendah dulu, aku leh pk yg aku nk amek jurusan kejuruteraan kimia.. mase tu tak tau dan tak paham ape2 pun psl jurusan ni.. lol.. kecik2 sume mengidam nak jd cekgu, doktor, askar, peguam (pekerjaan yg ada dlm kamus bergambar tu la...ingt tak kamus tu?)

when i was in secondary school, i was still blur~~ mende alah kimia ni deal ngan menatang ape ek.. kalo mekanikal and elektrikal leh la kite agak2 kot.. and that was the course that i choose during my petron*s-scholar-interview-fill-in-the-form, chemic*l engineering... redha je la walopun minat mase tu sgt kuat nk buat arkitek.. i was being offered by utm to pursue my degree in architect, but i was decided to continue my study in utp as the offer came a lil bit late..dah dpt scholarship ma.. mmg tak pk pjg.. (kalo aku amek arkitek, mesti dh leh design umah senirik..haha)

so, i am the chem engnrg degree holder, major in environment.. now been working with the national oil company for more than 3 yrs.. but applying nothing of my degree knowledge & skills (or maybe it is 10% only..haha) in my daily job... after being 3 yrs working (in the same position), i dont think that i have a lot of skills/experiences that i can portray in my CV in order to sell myself to the other's company.. sigh..

in my final year (utp), i took business entreprenuership course (berbelit lidah nak sebut).. and my group did a good business-plan course work.. and during that time, i have a dream : to own a business one day.. it's not been decided yet..nak bukak bakery ke, open a small cafe ke, bridal or bukak kedai dobi.. ahaha.. now i think i have to consider back on those biz and plan.. rase2 nye mmg kene ade plan B.. we need to have a plan, kang tak pasal2 mkn pasir jek...huuuhu

tapi kenape? kenape dgn plan B? .."sebab langit tak selalunye cerah.."

so, what do u think?? what shud i invest and start to?

..syurga cinta..

em just watching 'syurga cinta' for da 2nd time.. saje jek layan cite simple mlm minggu ni..
dah tgk lum cte ni? cite ni simple jek..tp berinfo..pendek n padat..


"kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari,
Dia datangkan petir & kilat...
kite pula bertanya ke mana hilangnya matahari
rupa2nya Allah memberi kite pelangi"

my music lesson..

im jus come back from my piano class..
it is sooo great!..
after 5 months, ive been running my soft fingers on the piano tab/key, i found that it is not so difficult to play a sweet song for my honey-bunny one day! ye.. practices make perfect k..(lagu epi bufday pun ok jek kan)

mmm.. i have interest in music since i was in primary school (berjiwa seni la ni..uhuk..betol ni.sunggu tak tipu..i love arts very much!).. during my kid, i was exposed to the recorder only.. i don have my extra-own money to pay for the piano lesson fees (duduk kampung pun, nan ado kelas piano ni glemer di kalangan budak melayu).. and my fa & ma would rather pay for my tuition class than piano.. ' ko nak wat pe pun ngan piano tu.. bukan dpt mkn kan..' haha.. and im in love wif drums too!.. maybe one day.. its look like that u can throw all your angers to that instrument.. and macam kacak jek andy estranged maen drum!wow

why did i choose piano?

• avoid time-wasting for non-benefit xtvt and spend my leisure time wisely in miri (remaja berwawasan.ok-tahan-je-la-gelak-tu)
  
• energizing and synchronizing my right & left brain (takut karat kalo dah tak pegi sekolah ni)
• my sensei is my fren (ngelat la takmo blaja ngan cikgu laen.. cekgu laen garang)
• i will wake up early on the Sunday morning as my class starts at 8am (bukan sume org leh wat ni)
• nampak romantik jek maen piano for boyfren nnt.. ahahahah .. sile-telan-kate2ku-ini.

em shud take a nap by now.. *sleepy*

i miss them a lot!

sejak dok kt borneo ni, mmg selalu sgt omsick..especially during weekends..
selalu blank idea, dont no wat to do..kalo lebih sebulan tak balik kg, mula la asek dok feel je ingt kg.. haha.. miss everyone and everything!

tak saba nye saye nk tunggu raya haji... walopun cuti sekejap, ia amat bermakne bg saye!
tadi mase browsing, terjumpe pic ni.. hahhaaha.. giler-tak-tahan-gelak-guling2..
tgh makan, tp ngah pakai topi keledar..
die tak pasan pun mase snap tis pic.. u make my day!

buzz buzz

buzz..buzz...
ya rabbi.. my last entry was in Aug 09.. haha
congak2.. dah nak masuk 4 bulan x conteng ape2..
lame sungguh tak jengah blog ni.. adoiyai...
sebok sgt ke? sebok blog hopping .. hihi

nak cte...sgt la byk.... it's all bout life..
too much upside down stories..

dugaan2..saba2...