@ 3.21 am ; Friday ; 20th Mac

tak boleh tido since kol 12:34 am pg td.. dah 2-3 hari mcm ni.. tido mesti tak nyenyak di waktu mlm... mungkin byk sgt berfikir ke ek?..td dah gulik ke kiri, gulik ke kanan, still tak bole tido.. pastu trus on my lappy.. skrg ni mmg la tak ngantok, takot esok lembik jek plak kt ofis.. bkn lembik hokeh, kang ade lak dlm miting, mate mcm burung antu jek.. haha..camne tah mate burung antu tu..

ptg ade netball gem lak tu..haiyo..jgn ku ngantuk mase nk shoot bola masuk nett tu plak..mau kene sekeh ngan team aku..haha.cepat lah mate oi..tido la.. camni lah dlm seminggu.. ape jd tah.. mkn pun tak lalu..

(my workstation @ ofis... haaa..bace yg pki spek besar ckp tu!! nmpk x? kalo x nmpk, sile lah mule buat tempahan spek kanta besar di kedai ah chong ye....)

it was a really emotional day for me.. by "mamat poyos- MP" tu..CMP~~ ala2 ac di cnie pulak kang.. no integrity in his work.. how can he be a role model in our team.. huh.. shud i share in the future, what is a leader shud be.. .bajet aku mmg pndi la ni nk bg tips nk jd leader...haha..idak ler gitu.. aku pun blaja dr pengalaman dan buku2.. saba ye kwn2.. ade hari mendatang tuk kite..

(my gadgets..)

kunun2 nk upload picas from my e66.. tak detect memory card lak.. aiyo.. nak tempek pics2 baru.. byk dlm my smart-fon tu.. =p

(pic lame ni..open house 2008 @ pokdin-yaty's house..sedap soto yaty msk..buat lg pls!)

***sume pics ni dr my smart-fon.. really smart x? hehe.. i luv my smart-fon..

sapekah yg di rindu di kala ini?

i am really miss her now.. celoteh die mmg tak larat nak layan.. kalo die takde, mesti sunyi..
kalo die ade, sure tak terlarat den nak kejar sekeliling umah jage die.. sgt ektif ok..otai kampung lak tu...kalo tak watch out die 24/7, mau karam rumah tu di kerjanye.. nak tgk die diam, time tido jek..

(clockwise: 1. ain kat pelamin 2.ain kunun2 pandai riba Iqbal 3.ain sentap 4.ain kontrol ayu 5.kembar Alesha & Aleya)

she is my mak teh' s 1st grandchild..shud be anak sedare haku jugaks la.. pangkat auntie Long dah nie.. kitorg panggil die ain jek..

name penuh: aicha tun tun ain (bahaso dio la weh)..
name sedap: Aisya Qurratun Ain..

name sikit penuh ayu, leh tahan ganas si cilik ni.. kalo tgk post2 kat atas tu, mmg saje je buat2 cumil.. mmg ko cumil la ain..camno ado muko jopun lak budak ni.. pic die kanan bwh tu, die tgh sentap kat auntie Long die sbb tak kasi pinjam red camera.. wahhh.. manyak cantek..mintak kat abah ko ek.. abah ko dh pki DSLR dh skang.. prektis nnt nak amek picas auntie Long nye majlis.. gud lux Uda.. ahax..

Skang ain tak boleh manje2 ngan atok dan wan..sbb ain dh jd kaklong.. die dh dpt geng, tiga org sekali gus.. adek, Iqbal and sepupu kembar, Alesha & Aleya.. hamboi3x.. jadi ketua kelas dah kat umah atok ko tu ek.. di sebabkan die plg tua, die dh mule tunjuk kekaliberan die tu.. and she's only 2 yrs old..

miss u girl.. nnt kite jumpe next month, ok?

*restart da blog*

shud i use the 'restart' word? haha.. okies.. i feel like i want to restart this blogging thingy tis yr.. after few months, few years (iye ker), im neglecting it..n mcm bes jek nk blogging dlm bhs rojak..shud i? blasah jek la.. sape taknak bace, hang tutop la mate!

everytime i have a stori, it shud be about sport.. dulu kan ade tajuk sko gem, borneo gem... (eh maybe @ another blog kot.. see!!.. im not serius in blogging hokey.!! muahaha.. nmpk mcm sports women jek kan haku ni ha.. takde maknenye weh.. korg leh bygkan la haku semput kalo org len ngah warming up dlm each game tu,aku dh termengah2 mase 10 mins start volleyball game, 7 mins netball, and not even 5 mins for squash..

launching sports dah buat dh kames lepas.. the event was great... thumbs up to the team!!.. trening for all games pun dah start.. dh berduyun2 org ke krp tu weih.. sume court la nak berebut.. time ni laa kedai2 jual brg2 sport laku.. tuh la, dah nak sukan baru nak shopping.. tak prektis awal2.. mase main sume pancit..camno ni weih? aku pun terkedek2 carik reket.. temankan mama dan izza la ni.. ye laaa..dok blasah reket kwn (muahaha..jgn terase ek..baru sikit jek tu.. yeaa ade kwn nk bersukan lepas ni..).. ape pun, yg penting Mach 5 juare la tis year..! last weekend was really tiring me.. squash, netball, badminton.. i want to build up the stamina (konon).. we have less than one week to practice.. bowling and volley tak prektis langsung ni.. camno? camno?

yo la.. mmg x dinafikan ..byk medal bersusun kat workstation haku tu (wooo..) biasek la.. 1st impression maaa.. kite mmg kene set high tuk itu.. haha..strategi.. btw, bdn aku dh sakit2 ni.. baru 5 hari pektis.. adohai...camne nk men 2 minggu nih.. (mak~~~ mintak tolon urut~~~ uuuu)
(haa.. aku dh puas carik the best pic for sport..takde la.. how come it was missing? (tak simpan pun sebenanye) haku mmg amek pics2 international sport je weh..ahax.. this was frenly match between ypc sko& yec mlng 2007.. cube teke mane team kami.. haaa..pndi2~ iye.. yg paling bergaye tu, jersey warne warni tu.. hahaha... bergaye sebab kitorang menang weih~~ tu yg paling penting!!)

(team football yg akan mewarnai bola sepak msia neh.. let's start da move~~ the GAME is coming..papepun.. Mach 5 tetap juare)

1st kick off stori nih, mmg la byk idea n stori nk cite.. ye laa.. kwn tpt mengadu haku, balik malaya la pulok.. smpi ati tgglkan haku sorg2 ni..nmpknye takde la pom2 girl tuk haku this wiken ni (netball)..mama, alya..ape lagi? ofer baek punye ni..

kenape saye tak serius dlm coretan/blogging saye sebelum ni:

1. saye lebih suke bace blog org.. suke bace crite2 org tu..yg mane best dan sgt informative haruslah di bookmarks kan rite.~~. smpi jd satu rutin saye tuk keep update all the blogs yg saye ikut tu.. smpi dh kenal sesgt org tu.. ade masuk mimpi lak tu.. harus ke? contoh blog saye bace: masak2,vacation,job, life stories, shopaholic, gosip artis (nih musti weh.haha.)
2. rase mcm x besh jek kalo org lain bace isi hati kite.. life kite.. i feel like i don have the privacy for myself..
3. haku sgt la mls nk upload pics .. n i love to see the blogs that full of pics.. (nih haku membebel jek dlm 'restart da blog' nih.. mmg la... kan den dah koba, mls den nk upload pics)..
4. apo laie nih..?

what shud i do in the future?

1. tak lain dan tak bukan..disiplin must be top on that.. jgn MALAS hokey.. kalo nk ikut, sume mende kalo ade sifat malas tu, takkan ke mane la.. sama2 kiter berazam for our resolution tis year!!! hait~~ so kite kene rajin update citer, upload pics, n i hope that my blog will be full with information, no no to gossip hey (wooo.. boleh kah haku.. tak bole janji..eden torai...try to reduce as low as 20%..ahax)
2. to set what shud my blog concept is.. "my life sharing" yup..that shud be the one..see the tittle maa... kalo korg nk info lain, nnt aku direct kan jek la.... melambak dah blog informative nowadays.. haku cume nk share citer ngan kenkwn haku..yg privacy thingy, aku cte berdue jek la.. =p yg mane2 x sempat nk gosip same2, or u really2 miss my life stori, u can just refer to my blog kan..kan..kan.. ahax... (yes ..masuk lift tekan sendrik.)..
3. den nak koba kan psl blog den pade kenkwn sume..kenkwn rapat dh ade dh.. cumenye, dorg tau aku tak hapdet lansung!!..lalat pun takmo hinggap tau.. =p


gud lux to myself!!

xtvt

x bloe tido mlm ni..
was thinking bout sumting..
not much xtvt last yr..it was so bored..
hope for da bes tis yr..

esok..

esok...
sekolah dh start..mak pak sebok anta anak2 masuk sekolah..
esok jugak..
dah masuk ofis... uwaa..no more playing around..
work harder?
yg penting... bekeje mesti ikhlas..
rindunye zaman belajar dulu.. no headache..
*sigh*

2009!

new color.new world.new life.

it's already half year of CY 2008..

just reading on this blog topic.. i realized that it's been sooo long since Feb 08 im not updating any story here..
the reason were: ive another blog (it's not alwiz updated though...),my name published for the blogs tittle so...., n im sooooooo bz2 super duper bz after came back to my routine work last March 08.

tup tap tup tap.. it's already july.. been asking for myself.. how much that i've been contributed in my daily job.. dunie n akhirah.. im yet to turn 25.. suku abad dh oit.. looking into my ppa .. can i achieved that this yr.. not my ppa job ok.. my core ppa.. which is more to life's ..

im keep mentioning myself is soooo bz.. been working for saturday n sunday till now..too tired to handle all this.. but life has to go on. (ape ku merepk di mlm hari ni)..

at this moment, tgh meluahkan perasaan sambil buat keje ni... keje yg x sudah2.. wat a life..
i miss so much my students life...back in 2005.. so bz but so hepi.. btol la kate org, enjoy jek time blaja..
enuff for now.. continue wif my work.. tomorro will fly to kl.. (hopefully dpt.... )
x cukup kaki tgn nk keje...tp xnk amek org lebih.... cmne tu..