Plan B; Project A + Project B

ive mention this earlier in previous post..
cant wait to reveal..
cepat lah siap oi.. skarang ni still on da way.. tuk 1st project..
maybe bile dh siap 1st project ni, yg lain akan menyusul lebih laju..

now, im not only have project A in my 2010 list..
project B is in the pipeline...
it's really live up my life!

ruang rindu

di daun yg ikut
mengalir lembut
terbawa sungai ke
ujung mata
dan aku mulai takut
terbawa cinta
menhirup rindu yg sesakkan dada


sesungguhnye saye rindu..

pertemuan

pernah tak korang perasan dgn sape korg tersempak mase naek komuter ke, lrt ke, nk pegi keje ke, kt shopping mall ke? pernah? kalo dulu, mmg aku tak pernah pandang lansung kot, lagi2 time ngah berebut nak naek komuter ke kan, takde mase nk tengok sape dlm tren yg same tu..

dulu pernah aku bace komik kartun ni.komik pendek tentang cinta. crite die....
ade sorg mamat n gegirl ni.ari2 naek tren yg same pegi n balik sekolah. dua2 tak pernah pun bertegur sape. satu hari, si lelaki ni eksiden sblm sempat die pi melintas ke stesen tren yg selalu die naek.kebetulan, gegirl tu ade berdekatan, so die yg tolong mamat yg dh kene langgar ni.beg mamat ni bertaburan, bersepah la isi2 perut beg tu. gegirl ni kutip la.. smpi kt hospital, yg gegirl ni, tgh kemas2 brg mamat tu, terperasan yg isi perut beg mamat tu bukan isi perut biasek.. macam surat ..macam surat cinta..

salah satu kandungan isi surat tu tulis "Hari yg ke 367, awak..kalo tidak keberatan boleh kite berkenalan?.....tpri ni ari cuti sekolah. tak dpt jumpe awak dlm tren yg same". mengalir air mate gegirl ni.. tapi kenapa?

sbb.. gegirl pun ade sekotak kotak yg kumpul surat2 yg same kat umah.. sepatutnye, hari eksiden tu adelah hari ke367, buat gegirl dan mamat berjumpe kat stesen tren yg selalu dorg naek bersama.. rupe2nye selama ni dua2 pun dah lame nk pas surat cinta tu.. setahun beb, memendam perasaan.jadi ade hikmah di sebalik eksiden tu.. mereka bersatu..

kalo kat miri ni, kalo korg pi pasar ke, pi mkn ke, shopping ke, naek airasia ke, naek awan dania ke, basically kite akan jumpe kelompok manusia yg same. balik2 muke tu jugak la yg korg jumpe.so mmg tak heran, kalo korg boleh tau perkembangan someone mase korg terserempak ngan die mase kt miri epot or klia..dr kakak tu bujang, berkahwin, anak sorg, anak dua org, aku bole perasan.. cume secare tak langsung la korg akan perasan jugak la kan...

ade sorg mamat kat miri ni..kami akan tersempak antare satu same laen di kebykan tpt kt bandar ni..palig lame x jumpe pun sepuloh hari..
... tiap kali jumpe, each of us perasan akan kehadiran masing2 dan berpaling,
dan pandangan bertaut.....

dan..

dan..

dan..setiap kali jumpe, each of us must be silent and looking for somebody else to talk to (or cover line..)

em trying to look/follow on his development.. family..
tapi tiap kali jumpe, pasti dua2 pun solo..

in fact, we r not so called strangers.. weve known each other.. and we r neighbour!

Project A + Plan B

saye tak sabar nk mulakan project A ni. it's start when i was decided to have a plan b..
wat is it? bile dh stat nnt, saye akan war2kan pade sumer..
for time being, i will start surveying, preparing, collecting...

aaaaa sgt tak sabar.. owh cepat la pulang ke malaya.. i got a tonnes of waiting list to do!

i have a dream..

sejak kecil lg, aku mmg dh ade cita2..sume org ade cita2.. cume bile semakin dewase, cita2 tu berubah mengikut arus peredaran zaman.. sape sangke mase aku skolah rendah dulu, aku leh pk yg aku nk amek jurusan kejuruteraan kimia.. mase tu tak tau dan tak paham ape2 pun psl jurusan ni.. lol.. kecik2 sume mengidam nak jd cekgu, doktor, askar, peguam (pekerjaan yg ada dlm kamus bergambar tu la...ingt tak kamus tu?)

when i was in secondary school, i was still blur~~ mende alah kimia ni deal ngan menatang ape ek.. kalo mekanikal and elektrikal leh la kite agak2 kot.. and that was the course that i choose during my petron*s-scholar-interview-fill-in-the-form, chemic*l engineering... redha je la walopun minat mase tu sgt kuat nk buat arkitek.. i was being offered by utm to pursue my degree in architect, but i was decided to continue my study in utp as the offer came a lil bit late..dah dpt scholarship ma.. mmg tak pk pjg.. (kalo aku amek arkitek, mesti dh leh design umah senirik..haha)

so, i am the chem engnrg degree holder, major in environment.. now been working with the national oil company for more than 3 yrs.. but applying nothing of my degree knowledge & skills (or maybe it is 10% only..haha) in my daily job... after being 3 yrs working (in the same position), i dont think that i have a lot of skills/experiences that i can portray in my CV in order to sell myself to the other's company.. sigh..

in my final year (utp), i took business entreprenuership course (berbelit lidah nak sebut).. and my group did a good business-plan course work.. and during that time, i have a dream : to own a business one day.. it's not been decided yet..nak bukak bakery ke, open a small cafe ke, bridal or bukak kedai dobi.. ahaha.. now i think i have to consider back on those biz and plan.. rase2 nye mmg kene ade plan B.. we need to have a plan, kang tak pasal2 mkn pasir jek...huuuhu

tapi kenape? kenape dgn plan B? .."sebab langit tak selalunye cerah.."

so, what do u think?? what shud i invest and start to?

..syurga cinta..

em just watching 'syurga cinta' for da 2nd time.. saje jek layan cite simple mlm minggu ni..
dah tgk lum cte ni? cite ni simple jek..tp berinfo..pendek n padat..


"kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari,
Dia datangkan petir & kilat...
kite pula bertanya ke mana hilangnya matahari
rupa2nya Allah memberi kite pelangi"

my music lesson..

im jus come back from my piano class..
it is sooo great!..
after 5 months, ive been running my soft fingers on the piano tab/key, i found that it is not so difficult to play a sweet song for my honey-bunny one day! ye.. practices make perfect k..(lagu epi bufday pun ok jek kan)

mmm.. i have interest in music since i was in primary school (berjiwa seni la ni..uhuk..betol ni.sunggu tak tipu..i love arts very much!).. during my kid, i was exposed to the recorder only.. i don have my extra-own money to pay for the piano lesson fees (duduk kampung pun, nan ado kelas piano ni glemer di kalangan budak melayu).. and my fa & ma would rather pay for my tuition class than piano.. ' ko nak wat pe pun ngan piano tu.. bukan dpt mkn kan..' haha.. and im in love wif drums too!.. maybe one day.. its look like that u can throw all your angers to that instrument.. and macam kacak jek andy estranged maen drum!wow

why did i choose piano?

• avoid time-wasting for non-benefit xtvt and spend my leisure time wisely in miri (remaja berwawasan.ok-tahan-je-la-gelak-tu)
  
• energizing and synchronizing my right & left brain (takut karat kalo dah tak pegi sekolah ni)
• my sensei is my fren (ngelat la takmo blaja ngan cikgu laen.. cekgu laen garang)
• i will wake up early on the Sunday morning as my class starts at 8am (bukan sume org leh wat ni)
• nampak romantik jek maen piano for boyfren nnt.. ahahahah .. sile-telan-kate2ku-ini.

em shud take a nap by now.. *sleepy*